hey guys!! haha been a long time but i've been really busy!! anyway these few weeks have been quite a rollercoaster for me. i'm glad i'm feeling UP and ON and ready to go now!!

anyway yesterday, Zhiwei commented " eh thaddy you look scrawny man... must be all those trainings!!' LOL...I WAS DEVASTATED!! hahaa i thought i looked more lean and mean =D aiyah but what to do? haha soccer training is super fun. i'm still trying to adjust to the tough trainings. Its always run and run and run so i guess i really got skinnier?? hahaha. okay no worries. just give me 2 more months and i'll be looking like brad pitt in Troy (YEAH!!!)

oh oh!! the soccer team is really good too! well i guess its the most bonded and fun bunch of people in all of YJC's CCAs. well its kinda weird when guys encourage each other on the field like... " come on come on just one more" or " good job!!" or " lets do this together come on chop chop!!" i guess guys dun really do that much outside hahaha... oh oh!! and the team have been singing about beating VJC in the showers!! lol...

Suprising although more than half the team are Chinese, most of them take malay as their 2nd language. hahaha. it was quite funny when i realised i was one of the only few CHINESE SPEAKING individuals around hahaha... the only sad thing is that AGAIN almost half the team smokes. thank god they dun really push it on me =D and theres this kinda respect we have for one another. the smoking bunch usually walks behind the non-smoking dudes when we go out for dinner and stuff so i guess they arent too bad!! haha.

yep been feeling spiritually very alive lately. experienced breakthroughs in my heart and my mind. its amazing to feel close to god once again. it was as though i was just wandering further and further into the desert when something just grabbed me and catapulted me back into the courts of god. serving the Lord now brings overwhelming joy. i cant explain exactly how i feel haha. but if u want it, look further and search deeper. desire for a seed of refreshment and ask Him for it. God will give you all your heart's desire.

-Giving my 100% in serving the Lord-