and finally today marks the end of the most stressful week in my entire jc career. so many times i've been almost at breaking point. sleeping like 4 hours at night and having lessons till 5 and then soccer training till 8.30!!! thank god who saw me through this!!! anyway it has been terrible this week, could not have been worst!! haha all the tonnes and tonnes of work and stuff... lol. therefore, i shall change my blog song into something more emo! ahha actually i just really wanna see how the contrast of the blog skin and music will affect my blog in anyway lah!! hahaha.

ohoh!! just receieved an sms " Hey Dude, you have been recalled into the National squad. Please be prepared tomorrow at 7.40 on the pitch ready. goodnight!" WHOAA!!! hahaha like finally la!!! after being injured for a while hahaha its good to be back to start my debut match tomorrow. i'm seriously so tired now man!! and i gotta rush for svc tml too haha. woah really pray that god will protect me tml from any injuries. just got punched on wednesday by a teammate accidentally. woah been feeling super giddy for teh past few days. on wed night, my left eye became blur and stuff!! I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE. but seriously i cant die laa... hahahaha. my death would mean a direct loss to society's welfare. my unexistence would inccur deadweight loss to the society. meaning society loses out on the potential benefits that they could have had should i still be living. =D

thus, my existance proves vital to the livelihood of the rest of mankind!!! hahaha. but seriously, on wed, i really really thought i was going to be an ex-person. thank god that now i'm still...erm...a person!! hahaha. goodness corny joke lol...

ESS is coming soon. really hope the performance would be a good one. really scared too cause i got lots of work and little time to practise!! okay i gotta go now. go sleep and prepare for tml's match. i still cant decide which boots to wear. its always FASHION vs COMFORT. but i think fashion will come first tomorrow so i guess Total 90 will get the go ahead =D. its important to look good on your big day see HAHAHA. okay see you all. TAG MY BLOG. lol.