Hahaha argh such a xxxxx day today hahaha. Chemistry was nuts man. and we have a 2 hour gp seminar. i mean...2 hour lessons in a day!! thats like...1 hour of chinese...only more...hahaha...because like...2 is more that 1 so i said 1 and more because truely its...more? aiyah forget it why do i even try to explain myself?! hahaha. that is...i say that because i dun understand why i think ppl dun understand me which is certainly untrue untrue untrue and why am i doing this again? -_-

Haha i think i needa go for some invitational training skills lol argghhY!! oh yah ANYWAY, haha chemistry made us all crazy the question so hard aiyah...hahaha. so lame lor really realllly hard haha. and wenjie was going bonkers. and then me and tamil maran did something reallly stupid la hahaha. super funny. he took my papers ( thinking that it was his papers ) and unlocked all the staple bullets. so it was actually my finished chemistry practical worksheet that took me so MUCH PAIN TO COMPLETE. haha that time i very gong so i turned to him and said gently " haha why you unlocking my papers?" hahaha and he continued to do so and i still very blur so i dun care and turned away to look at the trees!! aHH soo beautiful. until like few seconds later before i realised tat he was destroying my paper i got very nervous hahaha. i think i lagging eh? time lag...arghH!!

All together today was quite an okay day la really really looking forward for tomorrow and as the days go by i think getting a sheeepp iss weeeeehuuuuu hard...hahahaha. what am i even good at? someone tell me tell me tell me!! hahaha. BUT SERIOUSLY...WHAT?!!

aiyah so unfruitful wait papa abandon me liao...it seems what i'm doing now is bringing me no where. i hate the feeling of being like that!!AHHH!! sigh so quickly im gonna be a year old. and i'll be an oldie with no sheep. * looks around sheepishly* hahahahaha. its like...hmmm...why do i feel like saying michael jackson? hahaha disgusting la hahahahaha.

Its okay i'm still young and i can still do alot of things. i'm still handsome and i can serve god in other ways like....yah other ways...which i will think of later. Okay actually i used all this proud words and gestures as a mask to obliviate the deep sense of sadness and disappointment that lingers in the deep recesses of my heart.

- stupid people keep staring at me- hahahah-i mean really....HAHAHHAA-actually what i meant is that i'm trying to laugh off my fear- see- hahahha- yeah like that-whatever lahs-