All day long

ahhh finally the exams are over!!! hahas don't know if i'll retain ( and i will if i score an F ) but its alright not much i can do know right?!! if only i had prelims...hahaha as in prelims to promo. hmmm...okay actually thats so much more worst so hahaha =D

been feeling quick stressed lately...over my studies and all...arsenal is playing like super badly and its so saddening that michael shumacher lost to a little renault...michelle wie is earning big bucks, britney is pregnant and the world seems to be crumbling into pieces!! ( just yesterday i watched this show about people fighting one another after spending some time cohabitating. thats how bad it is) one cant help but wonder why earthquakes keep happening. i mean...whats with the tectonic plates and their restlessness. i mean, u dun see sand in the playground moving do ya?!!! where they wanna move to? move house?arent they happy like that? maybe we should tie ropes to connect all the tectonic places in the world together. we tie them SOOO tightly so that they cant move!! then, in physics terms, it will become one GIANT tectonic plate!! wow imagine that!! maybe if we do that, all the energy produced by the tectonic plates, which cant move, will be able to move the WHOLE earth instead!!! we will be hurled out of our orbit and into the vast unlimited space!!! we will eventually reach a new galaxy where they are alien lifeforms and we will push the extent of the human technology to communicate with those wild beasts only to find them of a higher intellect than us!! they will make us their human slaves and we will live our lives in peril!! WE will live precariously on the edge of death, not knowing when we would be slain by our tyrant masters!! life seems really fragile doesnt it?

Oh anyway haha recently was reading the bible. one passage in romans writing about. " i held my hands our all day long to a disobedient and obstinate people."
what really touched me was that it reminded me that ( NO NOT THAT ISRAEL WAS DISOBEDIENT) god has all along held out his hands to me. If only i would look back to him would he embrace me. If only i listened, if only i obeyed. If only i trusted, if only i would humble myself down. If only i understood that your call and your gifts are irrevocable. if only i knew all this earlier.