whoahaha i got like 5 mins to blog something down haha. anyway, the start of a new week. that means more work, more trainings, less sleep. today was quite a tough day for myself. had 4 and a half hours of power in lesson. marathon lessons day!! haha. always feel so stress after class for some reason. probably cause i dont know my work well enough!!

whoa i gotta prepare for tutorials tml and i still gots training!! grrr haha that means i'm gonna be so dead tomorrow!! lord thanks for today but i so so need your help big time tomorrow man! goodness.

anyway eevoon asked me some question yesterday. " are you still passionate about ushering?"
hahaha lol. it was JUST TOO EASY to give a 10 year series answer and smack that right in her face( which would be lying to a certain degree?). hahaha but i decided to go for the honest approach instead =)

truth is that sometimes i may feel tired. sometimes i may feel a little drained. its hard to find specific goals that will totally captivate your mind and soul sometimes that you feel so energetic and excited everyday. but somehow i have a rough idea of what god has created me for. i'm clear of my calling and i'm certain that god has called me into this area of ministry at least for now. i stand firm in my decision to serve in ushering and i know that i really like to be involved in such things!! feelings are rather unpredictable sometimes =) so with my mind, i choose to give my best.

after that she shared a little more to me and i guess i was realy human afterall!! i found it really beneficial for myself to have this kinda little mini reflection station nation patient ( IT RHYMES) thingy... it broadens my perspective and understanding about myself and my own feelings! so thank god she asked!

okay my time is up. gotta leave for tutorials!! till then. see ya guys!!