Youth CAMP!!

AHH!! hahaa camp was so much fun! okay i slept immdiately once i got home and like woke up only now hahaha...got so much smses! ahahha. anyway camp was great. yeah its was fun!! hahaha. it was great being a team leader and an usher for the camp really! it was amazing! I think i never cried so much like in the past few years like i did in the camp hahaha.

Leading Kaminoan was really a godsend or something. at first i tot just lead a bunch of high school monkeys...quite easy lahs....but my team have ULS and CLS!!! Got the singer Qian Jin lah...Jessie....Yihui ah...My usher head sophia lahs....but you know what really amazed me was that these leaders, they LEAD very well and yet they follow very well too!! i think i really learnt alot from them. feel abit funneh lahs me and little greenhorn who have untested leadership capabilities and have never led anything before suddenly got so ZAI people under me...hahaha. WOw but fortunately all of them gave me all their support!! they were not like power hungry and they all cooperated really really well!! amen.

And i think kaminoans did really really well hahaha. my team was also the first to line up whenever i called and hahaha..i'm so proud of them!! i mean really!! we were up against my cg member in the obstacle course and he happens to be a co-team leader like me hahaha. aiyah dunno why kena selected but oh wells it was fun still. AND guess what?!! WE WON!! wow...and it was only possible because everyone cooperated and had fun!! woo!! in fact after a while we forgottened about the opponent ahha... just that at the end we realised we were leading and stuff then haha CHEONG AH!!! hahaha.

haha okay and i was also involved in ushering haha so funneh lahs ....ushering was really great too!! nice to work with a bunch of professional ushers hahaa. but sadly i could not worship properly on the 15th. i was like constantly on the move and stuff. and i needed to feel god badly. but god is always faithful...i told god that somehow or another, he must touch me in some way today. i dun know how but as i continue to serve him to my best, he will make a way for me! in fact for the whole day could only remember one song...haha You are my god, early in the morning will i, rise to meet you....lalalala...ahaha really nice song. but during the altar call...wow....it was like...as though god was using the leaders to speak to me. EVERYTHING THEY SAID, except the bgr and eelee said part lahs... TOTALLY was about me...i could only stand in awe and wonder about the awesomeness of god....paster jeff talked about being hurt and discouraged, shirley talked about god's plan for me, dennis talked about overcoming unbelief...wow...hmm...it was so direct and specific, god was speaking to me.

hahaa i remember i asked " sophia can i go in front and get prayed for?" hahaha i tot usher must be serious what...lol then she said " yah can lahs" hahaha...so stupid...but wow i cried alot later on hahaha. ha...it seems my birthday was filled with joy, sadness, peace every emotion including pain. hahaha. nicholas punched my face during WAR games hahahaa. WOw i wanna thank everybody for such a wonderful birthday!! in fact it was the BEST birthday ever!!

Oh yah something funneh happened in the camp hahaa. i was supposed to pop the thingy during the J.U.M.P concert haha but then the thing wont work!!! so i was like " oh maybe turn the other side can" hahaa but i accidentally pointed it at this little boy and popped the stuff right at him AHHAHA so funny...sadly some people saw hahaha....sophia lah...luanx i think also...dunnoo who lahs hahahaa... i think the kaminoans all saw hahahahaha.....i'm so dumbie lol...so paiseh lor!! that guy was like " oei!" and i just paiseh and withdrew quickly back into the curtains hahaha...oh so i felt embarrassed on that day too! haha

Then at night my cg made me go up on a huge stack of chairs. Debbie said we playing ultimate dare game. then i was like...okay i always dun dare. why dun this be a start of me being daring. AND GUESS WHAT!! they tricked me!! haha and they made it seem so real!! hahaha they sang like happy birthday too me! i think the whole hall sang along too lahs it was so loud lor hahahaa so scary! ah cg members i love u guys!! MUACHH!!

lastly i was humiliated when jon tay said " okay all the sisters get on the bus first" and when that chen zhiwei walked past me she said quite loudly " hey matthias go lahs...sisters go first what." hahaha argh!! idiot......and nicholas in a failed attempt to defend me didnt help me at all...