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Heeeh!! watched SAW 2 today at my house with shawnie and kaiwen!! awesome mann the show is sooo super gory and gruesome!! but the plot is awesomely good!! hahaha...the sick and crazy man was apparently testing those people!! testing their willpower to survive or something...ugh...

after watching that horrifying mind boggling show - i seriously could not take some parts where the pain was so immense, i would really like to thank god!! thank GOD that his tests and trials do not come in the form of such sick torture with no apparent good cause. instead, testings from the Lord are aimed at growing and nurturing his beautiful creations into becoming what he has planned them to be. i mean isnt it just so awesome to know that whatever your going through now will be a blessing in the future?! i simply cannot wait to see the miracles and blessings the lord has in store for me!!!

anyway, tomorrow is the start of school again and im just so excited to go back to school!! getting to meet lots of new ppl man...OH ANYWAY!! im going missions trip to EAST MALAYSIA!!! hahaa gonna go visit the church is SIBU and i think its gonna be really really cool to serve god beyong singapore!! im looking forward to learning so much more about the Lord there. really pray that the trip there would be fruitful!! i heard we need to teach and worship in chinese there. hmmm considering i D7ed my chinese, i doubt i would have an easy time. I think i would have to start speaking with a cheenapok slang so as to give ppl the fake impression that my chinese is not bad!!! Then maybe i would be able to blend in with them better!! HAHAHA. okay nvm... lol. option 2 is that i start speaking with an ang moh slang so that ppl would wanna blend in with me instead!! cool eh? hahaha

i just realised i love sassy a whole lot!! gosh i think she has been mighty cute lately. i love her like nobody's business. i feel like hugging her and kissing her all the time! and i actually think of her alot!! my mind is always filled with sassy related thoughts!!! uh oh...emotional entanglement man... hmmm... really thank god for putting this animal in my life man. this is the type of love i want to have for the lord =) thanks!!