shiver

ben affleck has returned to update u about himself. yes WE know ur desperate for more...YES YOU!!! quit thinking its not you....why did u come here for? dont u have to study? dont u have other better things to do? are u living a dull life of mishaps and misery because u indirectly choose to? do u adore me for having a better life than yourself? hahaha.. Hey...before u turn the web and start screaming in pain due to a broken heart( yes thaddy doesnt want u no more...awwww), let me give u a kind assurance that you are definately welcomed here. yep right here where u can hear a lovely voice. yep right here where u see a lovely face.

its true that ben affleck looks like me. but thats not what i'm here for. i'm here to share with you about my lord. =D
therefore i dedicate this blog to the lord. however please excuse me if someday u see a return of the " Black hand of Icy death Theorem on demand and supply" because jc students like me need to destress often. haha okay so therefore today i start this thing that was never started before. it will be started by me. by me will it start. starting it was totally my idea. so dont start it because i started it but because u should start it because u wanna start it only because starting it is good in the start. therefore it shall start? ( it makes sense really )

hahaha yeah man today had a great time talking to zhiwei and fellowshipping with prata. yeah learnt alot from her!! can see she really wanna love god with her life. BUT ANYWAY thats not the point man....

You know as i was walking home ( from serangoon to braddell) u just started singing to the lord. then i came across Change My Heart Oh God. " change my heart oh god. make it ever true. change my heart oh god...." as i looked towards the heavens i felt my voice shiver as i stood in awe of his majesty. the clouds were awesomely beautiful, they really were. the clouds drenched in a soft golden hue, and how i longed that it was the lord who was shining on me.

once again i felt the power of the holy spirit in me. i'm ever so grateful to the Lord who has often times come down personally to touch me. and i know that this is the life worth living for because the lord is real and he is watching over us right now. he waits in eager anticipation that we would seek him with all our hearts. how my god wants to show himself to me if only i was seriously deperate for him!

i thank the lord for whatever is in my life right now. the blessings and even the trials. not because i am sadistic. but i know that God wants to burn away the impurities in me. and lord i allow you to consume me. open up my eager eyes and mold my eager heart for you.

in a vision, i looked down at a steep valley. it is way to steep to walk down. i turned to my Lord in fear and said " i'm scared!!! i'm afraid!! im not able to climb down!! my arms are weak and my legs are shaking!! surely lord i will fall!!! " to my suprise the lord replied " come, its okay. cling on to my back and i will bring you down. whatever you do, cling on to me and dont let go!! i will see that u reach safely."

- lord let go of me so that i can cling on to you. catch me if i'm falling. i trust in you-

he's back?

coming from nee2 he stands 1.74m tall and weighs 98 pounds. *audience applauds* welcome back our favourite wonderboy aka Ben Affleck.....THADDDDYYY!!!

yes man believe it or not im actually bloggin again!! but hey i'm no despo k. just that recently i receieved several threats about ppl wanting to pull my link off their own blogs * points at debbie* yeah i wont say who but ANYWAY!!! i guess this new update can tahan me for several more months i guess!! AWESOME!! so people dont worry u can still easily asscess my blog via people who cant resist to delete me off!! =D

rriiighhtt soo today was zhiwei's birthday hahaa.. that stupid girl. anyway we tried to trick her that we were going to have mac's celebration!! shes so gullible can?!! actually believed us lahh!!! then like shes so sad and all hahahaa....in the end, coupled with bad acting skills and incooperative shawn, we went tcc!!! hahaha awesome she wnet there blow candle and stuff.... but enough about her, THE CHOCO LAVA CAKE WAS AWWWEESSSOOOMMMEEE!!! dig this.... ice cream on a choco cake filled with smooth flowy choco inside ready to burst out the moment u touch it with strawberry sauce stuff around it. it was marvelous!! with cakes like that who ever needs girls man.?? hahaha

wahh hahaha anyway cant wait for my qt tonight. gonna do the devotions thingy. honestly i haven actually started it yet... hahaha. keep forgetting mann but its alright!! today is the day the lord has made. i shall do the devotions thingy!! HAHAHA

anyway last week's sermon was really good eh??!! haha awesome stuff dennis and shirley preached about. they were so real and open! i remmeber one part where dennis gave us verses about the EYE the Mouth this kinda thing. Wow really reminded me about being a righteous man for god!! hahaha its really cool i cant wait to see what god does next in my life when i strive to be set apart for him!! are u in this with me?!

okay the great earthly thaddy is gonna go off so till the next time i blog, see ya!!