maddness

hey all. so grateful that i am finally back haha. had been SUPER busy lately!! had CG at amk park yesterday!! we made our own BBQ pit!! lol it was super fun and the chicken was SUPER DUPER good. hahaha... had great fun with the stupid card games and took lame pictures!!! hahaha. the people were funny. we played indian poker and they actually saboed me!! in the end i had to stuff 4 FISHBALLS into my mouth as a forfeit lol...i ended up in tears after playing with them LOL. hahaha

overall, i thought it was a greta success yesterday! thankgod for the good weather and everything else. OH YAH!! it was the FIRST time we had praise in CG!! lol.... i led He's Able. kinda short yet catchy song!! hahaha michelle was actually so spontaneous to lead the CG in doing some lame actions while we sang the song loll it was quite ridiculous really hahaha!!

anyway woke up super early this morning. realised i have been waking up early almost EVERYDAY ever since the start of the holidays. had soccer training. reported at 7.45!! today was a supposedly soccer "camp" thingy where we would have a full day training!! at the start i was like... " OH NO!!" hahaha my muscles were already SUPER STRAINED and tired before training because of tues fitness training. MOST OF THE SOCCER GUYS had trouble even walking down stairs!!! the thigh area was like...LOL gonna die hahaha... anyway i dont know how, but i managed to pull through the training session!!

but seriously, as we trained, the pain started to slowly go away, so much so that at the end i almost couldnt feel my legs hahaha. all of us were obviously slower and it was much harder to do long kicks haha. but overally today's training session was really good. i feel so accomplished!! feel like some fit dude 2006 hahaha. OH!! the coach actually complimented me for improving!! lol. aiyahh hahha thank god man lol. i think god's trying to encourage me or something lol... hahaha

anyway now i'm back home. FEELING REALLY TIRED. i dun think i would be able to walk tomorrow. never ever trained so hard on a strain before haha. well anyway, i dont really have much free time now, have been trying to maximise my time for god. hoping to meet a sheep tomorrow. let's see how it goes. pray that the Lord will really bless the limited time i have!! haha...okay i'm off. see ya guys! ( eh dun be jealous that ur not as macho as me k?) haha

wow thanks!

woah haha really thank PAMELA, LAYS and RAYSON man....hahaha....yeah thanks for your encouraging words lol...i truely truely appreciate it.

as much as i am not insecure about stuff, sometimes its just REALLY NICE to have people remmeber and appreciate you!! hahaha...woah today went to service saw the guys. i went over to them and i wanted to like " HEY GUYS LETS BE REALLY EXCITED TODAY" lol...hahha aiyah but then i rmbed i'm off.. lol...so i went over and gave them a pat on the back instead haha...suddenly realised how important they were to me man...well i guess now i know how to give ppl good farewells!!! hahaha.

anyway first time in Northwest today. when daniel asked to pray for northeast, i ALMOST raised my hand hahaha... and when he asked to pray for NW, lol...i didnt raise hand haha i was rather lost i guess!!! yeah had our first meeting today too!! they seem like a nice bunch. normal people doing extraordinary things. really pray that we would be a powerful grp.

hahaha. okay wanna sleep soon. hope to blog more about my adventure in northwest. anyway, thanks northeast for everything you have done for me. ever since i've been in hope till now. NE has been my home. and my heart goes out to every NEcian who wants to make NE a success. i'm sure we will hit 180 by year end!! i'm sure you guys will do your part in 1000!

erm ...lights out?

hey man. finally i'm able to come and blog again lol. whoa tonight is supposed to be recovery night for my soccer training assersions( i wonder if i spelt this right). whoa has been really tiring for me. my muscles are all strained out and i'm obviously overly tanned and stuff.... but still gotta go back for training. tomorrow still gotta wake up at 6!! wah lao hahaha...

super tired physically, but i'm refreshed spiritually. think i can do 10 laps tml man!! lol...okay i can't hahaha but anyways last cg with the guys today. hope they have learnt much, hope that i was able to inspire them ( not my forte LOL) but seriously i'm relishing the chance of going to northwest.

well i guess at the start it was rather abrupt. rather shocking and disappointing. i mean all i ever invested was in this bunch of jokers hahaha. but i guess i had a breakthrough in my own thinking soon after. realised how much a treasure them and how much i gotta give my 100% to them hahha. wow...i just cant believe its finally drawing to a close - my nejc ministry.

really tired now REALLY need the rest. i over trained EVERY PART of my leg muscle and my ankles are starting to give way lol. pray that tomorrow would be a better day man... hahaha...bye guys.

tasty?!

whoa...tell you man...this egg on my blog...it SERIOUSLY looks tasty....especially when ur a hungry man like i am now. whoa the yolk...the egg white...imagine putting it on a plate of Fried Rice or hmm..aiyah!! seriously, my muscles need to be fed. in fact, i can sum it up in a nice cool equation called the BnHesslaw Law. high metabolic rate + HUGE CHEST MUSCLES = needs to be fed. (argh my jokes are getting weirder)

anyway, my buddy in school collected my results slip today( apparently i failed to turn up for the 4th time this week)

heres what the teacher wrote:

Thaddeus is a cheerful student. He is sociable and communicates well with his Teachers and Peers. As an independent learner, he is able to think critically and has the ability to deal with information in a logical manner.

whoaa sehh!!! i must be some kinda Einstein man!! LOOK AT THAT!!!(points above)
hahahaha...able to think critically...WOW lol...goodness...apparently some people think i'm REALLY GOOD!! hahaha...

With all this Ego Enhancing things being hurled at me ( I'm REALLY THAT good leiii....), i REALLY wanna thank god for this year. truely, i have seen how god honour me as i serve him! whoa so many a times i seriously didnt prepare for my little tests...but everytime, it would turn out HIGH ABOVE expectations. in fact, i never failed to get top 5 in every mini test i had. and i really really have to thank god for it. so many times i would just kneel down and ask of the holy spirit to empower me for my papers and ALL THE TIME, no matter how ill prepared i am, it would ALWAYS turn out good. and i really wanna be grateful for this!! i mean, i do understand that i can't live on this forever, just slacking my way through A levels. But thank the lord who assured me that the presence of god is with me everyday of my life. seriously, it has been a faith booster for myself.

comparing this year and last year, i know that i have changed SO SO SO MUCH. thank you lord for transforming me daily as i walk close to you. Amen.

oh?

hahaha well this new blog skin is rather hilarious...look at the little chicks at the top!! apparently my blogg underwent somekinda transformation!! i kinda wanted to have a more EMO blogskin...i mean cause...emo is cool right?! sadly it turned out like this...hahah BUT OKAY LA i think its quite lively lol... all it lacks now is a SONG, TAGBOARD, POSTS!

woah had some major evaluation and reflection recently. realised that i've learnt and overcomed so much during this period of time!! i guess admist the emotional traumas, i've not lost the plot! i'm rather thankful to have the priviledge of being stretched by god. a great test of my mental, emotional and spiritual strength.

Well i may not have seen Jesus as of yet =) but i'm sure he is so close to me. as his plans and great works unfold before my eyes, i can only watch in amazement at how he continually comes up with ingenius ways to build his kingdom. =D

ahhh now though life in this is short, the days are still long. Lord may your face shine upon me as i give every drop of my life to you.