maimed

just woke up from the pain my leg has been causing me. im a far cry from what i was this morning.

Before :

i was playing soccer during PE when i was pushhed ( accidentally =) i hope ) by some guy. hahaha. fell and scraped my knee. i felt like a hero cause it wasnt really painful!! =D ahaha. so with the injury, i continued with Badminton followed by Tennis training until 7. after which i went home, feel so accomplished.

Present:

now i'm just a zero. the pain in my leg is almost too hard to bear. there is a constant biting sensation on the wound, and it feels as though its gonna rip apart everytime i move. i can barely walk now ( HEH I WAS STILL RUNNING LIKE....hours ago! ) . seriously, i find it super hard to walk, so i have resigned to my chair. this is definately the most painful wound i've had. not sure why too. feels as though my bone is jutting out of the wound. but i guess it isnt so bad la =) hahaha

Future:

im about to put myself to sleep just about after i get a glass of water downstairs. but apparently, its too far to reach. i suspect that i may collapse and die on the way there. the long and winding stairs keeps no friends. but here, i aint friend, im Master. so....SASSY!!!! GO GET KOR KOR A DRINK!!!! ( sassy really knows my name man ) HAHAHA. okay go girl go girl!! - slaps butt of dog -

okay now i feel like petting my dog hahha. haven touched her since i came back, due to my injury. i just cant wait to touch her head and give her a tight hug man. anyway this dog is really smart. she knows just exactly how to respond to you. yep she judges commands not purely by commands, but your feelinsg too. okay give u example. if i tell her to sit, usually, she would just ignore me, or sometimes, to get a praise, she would sit. BUT, if i'm in a tough situation and i say " SASSSYYY SITT" extremely ansxiously, she would catch my anxiety and immediately sit. for a real life example, Sassy was in the garden. suddenly, i saw her pick up this camillion. okay here's the deal. sassy usually picks up stuff, AND NEVER PUTS IT DOWN NO MATTER WHAT. thsi time, it was different. i screamed at her " PUT THAT DOWNN!!!" in a super scared and nervous tone( i seriously didnt want camillion goo all over my house man) IMMEDIATELY, she put the thingy down and backed away from it. hahahah super smart la this girl...!!

OH YAH SHE EVEN KNOW whats the name of my room!! my room is called Kor kor Room hahahaha. argh , in all this pain, im actually missing my dog.... haha okay enough said. i relaly wanna go down now man. hhaa . till then, SEE YA GUYS!

X-men VS StarWars

alright!! im back for the second day!! this blogging thing is getting on to me. ANYWAY, there has been rumours going around in class that i was going to be a Jedi anytime soon. You see, there is this Jedi Hierachy thing going on in my class and i was still UNCLASSIFIED. apparently Kelvin is already the grand master of Jedi's and Sam had already taken the position of Mace Vindu. i had to improve....

Ah and then it happened!! over the lunch table, Kelvin officially granted me Jedi Noob!! well, not the best of starts but at least im a little jedi warrior now??? hahaha. OKAY SO later on, as i was screaming about being Jedi noobs to the other fellas, Kelvin further promoted me to Jedi Initiate!!! WOHHOO!!! and finally, after playing with him somemore, he could not resist but promote me to Young Padawan!!! ALRIGHT!!!

Well u may be thinking whats so cool about being a Padawan. NOW I TELL YOU!!! hahaha. WELL, it allowed me to enter the awesome Movie that we made in class!!! It was a starwars movie!!! but i had to say the movie was rather centred around Kelvin the Grand Master. me plus 4 other higher ranked jedis were just pawns for him to kill. ANyway, the movie is about Kelvin using his awesome powers to kill, dominate and rule us with dictatorial supremacy.

SO more or less, that short video ( roughly 1 min) ended up with all of us dying - we dashed toward kelvin and fell down dramatically when he stretched out his hand to do some Force thingy at us. yepp he killed all 5 of us. Im so sure it is one of the best movie clips we have made in 105!!! ALRIGHTT!!! hahaha i'll post pictures and maybe even the video once i get hold of it!!!!

alright!! so recently we all know the craze about X-men. SO, the stupid guys decided to label themselves as X-men characters. apparently Bohan got the coolest character in wolverine....not much of a choice anyway. he can use the unlimited powers of being CT Rep to kill us all. hahaha yep i didnt do so badly. i got QuickSilver. hahaha the guys took props and stuff so make them look most like their characters ( i took a quicksilver pencil case) and we all posed for a picture just like how they showed in the magazines!!! hahahaha it was awesomely fun man!!! OH YAH!! EACH character got to take their OWN PERSONAL PICTURES!!!

wow 105 is like the coolest class in all of YJC i cant wait for our blog to be up. really really thank god for putting me in a class where its predominantly guys!!! a really cool exprerience!!! people are really bonded and united. we study together and PLAY ALOT together. i just cant wait for another day in school!

alright hey guys im back again!!! phew it has been a really hectic time and i glad it was over. hahaa. yep now i'm all out preparing for the camp and stuff!! anyway, heres an update on what has been going on.

16 may:

Yeah been a great day at school. we had this kinda Basic leadership training thingy after school for like 3 hours. at first i was rather negative about it cause i was like " errr this is gonna be yet another big waste of my time man. some stupid talk again". yeah anyway it started with this guy saying in a really deep and low voice " hoi, moi name is coach Barry" hahahaha it was SUPER FUNNY the way he spoke man... haha i kept disturbing him like ...i keep talking to my friends in a low deep voice HAHAHAHA.... ANYWAY, yeah i figured i should just give the guy a chance to talk and see what he's got. yep and indeed you know...it was a great lesson. The things he taught were rather blibical. god used the session to remind me about servanthood leadership and the true meaning behind being a leader. personally it was a great wake up session for me.

Yep and we had games too!! in the small field. hahaa kinda like cg games hahaa. and OH YAH!! the sandwiches they gave for the 15 min break we had were awesome!!! =) it wasnt like budget or anything!! they really took good care of us man!! and that was what i learnt that day. this time, i didnt just hear it, i saw it and i did it. well i have to say Coach Barry did an excellent job. well done coach!!

haha okay on to the next day.

17 may:

Whoa haha i had InterHouse soccer games that wednesday!!! it was an awesome feeling to just put on my blue socks, stuff in the shins, strap them to my legs with masking tape and FINALLY, put on my new white Mizuno Quasar Cup III boots!!! the boots felt great!!! HEY ppl out there!!!! if u wanna get boots, TRY MIZUNO!! they are really fantastic!!! hahaha okay back to the game. yeaha okay so we won the first game. easy. right so on to the next. it was Admiralty vs Seletar. well, im from admiralty!!! anyway my side boasts a really dynamic squad with superb attacking flair.

Admiralty vs Seletar:
I was playing centre back for seletar. apparently we dont really have proper defenders except Bohan. So anyway, the match started off rather well. we were controlling possession. probably 65 percent. well personally for me i was rather NERVOUS!!! haha was getting rather edgy cause the striker i was up against was really good. he was taller, and stronger, but probably not faster. What made it worst was that they were flooding my half with lots of players. i was practically feeling super uneasy though the ball was hardly with them. 2 strikers and 2 midfielders were up against me and Bohan. occasionally our centre mid dropped back to help.

We tried and tried but could not break through. ALL OF A SUDDEN, they won a dubious freekick. Well, the guy kicked it hard from way out, our keeper fumbled, and we all watched in HORROR as the ball slowly trickled into the back of the net. my heart sank when the goal went in. i was like..." NOOOO!!!"

yeah so okay we lost that match. but something really interesting happened!!! the striker i was up against broke free and was one on one with the goalie. i raced back and with one deep breathe i LEGALLY shouldered him to the ground. he missed his shot in the process. well yeah he wasn't TOO happy with the challenge. in fact, he was rather angry. OKAY HE WAS ANGRY!! he started F-ing me and stuff. like F off and like why the F did u push me la la la....well it was getting rather tense. this guy looked like some ah beng somemore!! anyway, after he fell, i ran over to help him up and then totally ignored the colourful vocab he used on me. after that, i was feeling rather intimidated already. he took a swipe at me everytime he could. thank god the match ended with me still being in one piece.

nxt match Admiralty vs Rodney.

So we lost one and won one. now we had to win our last to qualify into the finals. we had to score 3 goals. i opted to play the second half instead. cause i wasnt really feeling too good after the second match. the seletar players practically rolled over me like a pancake!! i was bruised and i sprained my arm when i slid one of their players in a tussle. so anyway i rested for awhile.

I was sitting down watching the game, and that was when it hit me... hey how come i dont rely on god when i play soccer man? what exactly is wrong with me?! i started praying and i asked god to protect me and strengthen me as i went out on the pitch again.

So yeah i was raring to go! this time i played Right Back in a 3-2-1 formation. gave me more space and freedom to run! well, with the strength of god, i gave my all. we dominated the entire match. for the whole 20-30 mins we played, our opponents did not even get a touch on the all.

suddenly, the ball spinned to me. i took it, dribbled past one guy and OLEd(slipping the ball through the legs) another guy, before i was viciously brought now. YAY FREE KICK!!! the funny thing was the guy i dribbled past, wasnt happy haha so he raced back to tackle me. he tried to shoulder me like what i did to the guy in the previous match. MIRACULOUSLY, that guy actually fell down when he banged me!! HAHA... he was a big guy somemore!! probably 70 kg. i almost laughed while running mann haha i felt nothing hahaha....well given my physic, i knew it wasnt me. those who are close to me would know im rather weak. but indeed, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO SAY IT WAS DUE TO MY OWN MUSCLES AND STRENGTH =D ( i want to believe it is!!), i still cant deny that it was god who physically strengthend me! haha.

anyway, we gave our all. but we still did not score. they had 7 men playing and all 7 defended like no body's business. in a moment of disbelief, the final whistle blew. We all hung our heads. Some of us stared into the ground in shock. We knew we gave it all, we knew we were better, but the truth was that we were kicked out of the competition.

well haha the most consoling thing was that the spectators were saying " HEY admiralty played like superb la!! they should bbe champions!!" but heh haha well it could have been, but it didnt. Despite it all, i still felt tremendous after the game. i knew that through it all, god was with me and that he had worked ever so powerfully.

indeed, god is ever so real in our lives.