Gasp!!

oh gosh im like super duperly nervous about tomorrow man. really hope i can invite a friend to service!! gosh more often than not, i tend to hold back. well i guess i fear rejection and stuff...i dont really comprehend the thoughts that run through my mind but yeahh hahaa...

the problem now is this : satan is corrupting and polluting me with his evilness. he instills fear in me. he steals the little confidence i have and contains my passion. unknowingly, i lose the battle that i have been fighting for so long. its such a shame that i crumble so easily without much of a resistance.

but now, i'm so sure the tables will be turned. because god has been moving! its just so awesome to see people's life change. and its JUST SO TRUE that a word from god can change everything. my sheeps have been awesome lately. i just cant thank god enough. god rescued everything. and now i truely understand that this group belongs to the Lord God Almighty who is ever so faithful to the ones he holds so dear.

well, i have to admit that in recent times, i hadnt been giving my best to the Lord. but god reminded me that i have to really start serving him with all my heart and mind and soul. that this is the time, i deny every emotion and tiredness. this is the time, i shake off every leech than clings on me and to start serving the lord with the same Passion and Hunger that i used to so naturally possess. i want to grow. and i know that GOD will bless my every attempt.

Lord i will obey you with all my life so that i can take possession of the land you are giving me.

teehee

teeheehee.

yushan the nice sister shall help you with your stuffs again.

hais. dont even understand why i even bothered to help YOU.

hahahahaha!

INVADED AGAIN!!! x)

woots!

dance of death?

well after watching final destination 3 and SAW 2. i cant help but ponder over the mysterious deaths and all. i mean....just look at it!! people die randomly without a choice...like its not as though they like messed up big time or something. they just die!! take the guy with the cool indie rock hairstyle in FD3 for an example...handsome boys like him dont deserve to die!! he would have been put to better use behind a glass window or something. aiyah at least swap hairstyle with me first then die also better man...HAHAHA.

Therefore today Tremendous Thaddyman has come up with a realistic and reasonable explaination for all these weird phenomenon. However viewer discretion is advised. Not all content you are about to be exposed to are real.

Okay this is it. Ever heard of Overpopulation? take a look at some stats. India has a billion people and they will soon multiply to 2 times their number by 2050. China is growing rapidly despite efforts to control population. Sooner or later, the Earth would be TOO populated to the extent that we start competing with each other for vital elements to survive. In fact, even the land would not be able to withstand the weight of so many human bodies on itand will thus inevitably send all of us into our watery graves. something like atlantis, only its global scale now. Scary isn't it? drowning peacefully in water is definately something we dont want!!

Therefore this is where the weird deaths come in. People are killed brutally by freak roller coaster accidents, cooked in tanning machines, drilled by screwdrivers, decapitated by ridiculously huge vehicles and even locked in rooms where survival means killing other people.
Come look closer. can u see a trend? only those who lack the willpower and determination to survive gets killed. Those who dont treasure life dies too. Like...why in the world would u take a roller coaster when u could choose a wiser option of being safe and happy on the ground? simply retarded. utter dumbness eh?

Therefore this process of killing are senseless, brutal, gruesome, cruel and utterly insane but ESSENTIAL part of human survival. It ensures that the weak are weeded out painfully in a natural SADISTIC random selection and it thus keeps our booming POPULATION in check. its really interesting how it works. i dont even know how i can come up with it but geez it does make sense eh?

So beware people. Someone is walking behind you. Turn around and look. you see nothing. and then you will never see anything again.

- laughs and walks off happily. audience applauds-

Wondering why you are here?

Heeeh!! watched SAW 2 today at my house with shawnie and kaiwen!! awesome mann the show is sooo super gory and gruesome!! but the plot is awesomely good!! hahaha...the sick and crazy man was apparently testing those people!! testing their willpower to survive or something...ugh...

after watching that horrifying mind boggling show - i seriously could not take some parts where the pain was so immense, i would really like to thank god!! thank GOD that his tests and trials do not come in the form of such sick torture with no apparent good cause. instead, testings from the Lord are aimed at growing and nurturing his beautiful creations into becoming what he has planned them to be. i mean isnt it just so awesome to know that whatever your going through now will be a blessing in the future?! i simply cannot wait to see the miracles and blessings the lord has in store for me!!!

anyway, tomorrow is the start of school again and im just so excited to go back to school!! getting to meet lots of new ppl man...OH ANYWAY!! im going missions trip to EAST MALAYSIA!!! hahaa gonna go visit the church is SIBU and i think its gonna be really really cool to serve god beyong singapore!! im looking forward to learning so much more about the Lord there. really pray that the trip there would be fruitful!! i heard we need to teach and worship in chinese there. hmmm considering i D7ed my chinese, i doubt i would have an easy time. I think i would have to start speaking with a cheenapok slang so as to give ppl the fake impression that my chinese is not bad!!! Then maybe i would be able to blend in with them better!! HAHAHA. okay nvm... lol. option 2 is that i start speaking with an ang moh slang so that ppl would wanna blend in with me instead!! cool eh? hahaha

i just realised i love sassy a whole lot!! gosh i think she has been mighty cute lately. i love her like nobody's business. i feel like hugging her and kissing her all the time! and i actually think of her alot!! my mind is always filled with sassy related thoughts!!! uh oh...emotional entanglement man... hmmm... really thank god for putting this animal in my life man. this is the type of love i want to have for the lord =) thanks!!

WAHAHAHAHAHA

YUSHAN INVADES!!!!! x)

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.