ALRIGHTEY!!! wow awesome i'm back again!!

been so tired and stressed out lately!!! arghhy!!! chem and physics are killing me.
Ionic Equilibrium + S.H.m = m(Ionic Equilibrium + S.H)
so if u let m = D,
and ASSUMING S.H is VERY small whereby S.H< Ionic Equilibrium,
S.H will be approximately = 0.
Therefore, from the above equation, doing simple math, you get...

Ionic Equilibrium + S.H.m = m(Ionic Equilibrium + S.H) = D(IE) = DIE, which means death.

so from here, you can roughly see whats killing me. its okay if you dont understand, i dont either. but thats not the point. the point is that the equation leads to DIE which means death again. no matter how u try to solve it, u DIE.

I guess the best way now is to go for an open heart surgery. Faking SARS seizes you of freedom, imitating a broken leg is inconvenient and declaring Chronic Hong Kong Foot disease will render you without any more friends. So having an open hearty surgery is best. it involves little risks, with LOADS of benefit. all you have to do is put your hand on ur chest and people fly in instantly to help you open the door or serve you the best food you ever wished for.

MOREOVER, it guarantees you at least 5 weeks off school and trainings!! and, if people EVER forces you to do anything you dont like, etc do the dishes blah blah blah, just used the HAND ON CHEST weapon. people run helter skelter at the sight of that. from zero u immediately become KING OF THE JUNGLE!!! just try not to beat ur chest like king kong while u exclaim " I AM KING OF THE JUNGLE"...open heart surgery doesnt really make ur heart any more resistant to relentless chest slammings. =)

okay so training has been rather tough. i'm playing left back. one other guy playes left back too. he's much bigger than am and he is a natural left footer. well, i'm a righty( with no sense of how to use my left foot) and i get steamrollered easily. but thank god, i'm one fast dude =) that other guy wont beat me on the sprint. in short, i'm quick and agile, got good stamina and decent passing ability. i'm not bad really =D HAHA. okay but the other left back is huge and i've seen him run over the bigger strikers in the team. so i'm keeping my fingers crossed. i guess i really dont mind serving the first team their FAVOURITE drinks, just like those people in starbucks and such. HEY!!! i can open a drinks stall man!!!

anyways, i've been doing pushups daily. HOPE IT WORKS!!! PLS PLS PLS!!! hahaha. OHOH i recently found this Christian leadership book from my sister's room ( wonder where she got it). i think i'm gonna go borrow( take it) for a really long time and appply it!! looks interesting. have been wanting to improve on my leadership skills. Expecting to learn so much more from the Word and that book... hmmm... hahaha so excited.

anyways its kinda late. really wanna get some rest. God, LET TOMORROW BE A FRUITFUL DAY!!!

alright finally got down to bloggin. gonna make this a quick one cause i'm gonna dota with NORMAN THE FISH later!!

have been tired physically!! had soccer training on wed. super good workout. was playing left-back with 2 right wingers up against me. haha rather tough and i had to sprint ALOT to chase down those 2 buggers lol. ended up with cramps =D oh i realised cramps can be easily solved by getting someone to help you stretch ur legs!!! its like....immediately the pain will subside!! hahahaa... but anyway still feeling the pain from the cramps till now. ran 10 laps yesterday again ( now dont start calling me steven gerard =) i'm just thaddy the rockstar hahaha) yep so thats why im feeling all achy and stuff!!

ended up buying Total 90s AGAIN today. i can't bear to spoil my beautiful mizunos. thus, they will only be worn on good weather days ( YEAH!!) i'm just a sad fan of Total 90 i guess hahaha...

Have been trying to read during my free time. spent some time reading a little book called " God's Words for Leaders" or something like that. it has passages from the bible concerning all aspects of life. was reading it during my lunch break when god reminded me about leading a life that is Honourable to Him. Well, i would admit it is very hard to totally eradicate sins and to live a totally pure life for god. Situations and environment aside, it is all about decision. sometimes i guess we just fail to make the right decisions. we indulge in things like malicious talk and in the spur of a moment, we hold the Lord with total disregard, only to start feeling guilty later =).

hahaha but its alright, i like to take things in my stride. tomorrow is a new day. reflect on what you have done today, see how you can improve, and seek to improve it tomorrow!! make some time for a little prayer before you go off and i'm sure your day would be as powerful as you want it to be.

SO excited for tomorrow. Expecting so much from God. i hope the grp will take back something from SVC and meeting tomorrow. every moment that we can be ministered COULD BE that LIFE CHANGING MOMENT!! so open your ears guys. you'll never know when the lord's gonna come knocking on your door!!

- giving my 100% in seeking the lord-

hey guys!! haha been a long time but i've been really busy!! anyway these few weeks have been quite a rollercoaster for me. i'm glad i'm feeling UP and ON and ready to go now!!

anyway yesterday, Zhiwei commented " eh thaddy you look scrawny man... must be all those trainings!!' LOL...I WAS DEVASTATED!! hahaa i thought i looked more lean and mean =D aiyah but what to do? haha soccer training is super fun. i'm still trying to adjust to the tough trainings. Its always run and run and run so i guess i really got skinnier?? hahaha. okay no worries. just give me 2 more months and i'll be looking like brad pitt in Troy (YEAH!!!)

oh oh!! the soccer team is really good too! well i guess its the most bonded and fun bunch of people in all of YJC's CCAs. well its kinda weird when guys encourage each other on the field like... " come on come on just one more" or " good job!!" or " lets do this together come on chop chop!!" i guess guys dun really do that much outside hahaha... oh oh!! and the team have been singing about beating VJC in the showers!! lol...

Suprising although more than half the team are Chinese, most of them take malay as their 2nd language. hahaha. it was quite funny when i realised i was one of the only few CHINESE SPEAKING individuals around hahaha... the only sad thing is that AGAIN almost half the team smokes. thank god they dun really push it on me =D and theres this kinda respect we have for one another. the smoking bunch usually walks behind the non-smoking dudes when we go out for dinner and stuff so i guess they arent too bad!! haha.

yep been feeling spiritually very alive lately. experienced breakthroughs in my heart and my mind. its amazing to feel close to god once again. it was as though i was just wandering further and further into the desert when something just grabbed me and catapulted me back into the courts of god. serving the Lord now brings overwhelming joy. i cant explain exactly how i feel haha. but if u want it, look further and search deeper. desire for a seed of refreshment and ask Him for it. God will give you all your heart's desire.

-Giving my 100% in serving the Lord-