glad to be back

i'm so glad to be back home. it has been a long long week in camp and it has been tremendously tiring.

anyway quick update, i've just got posted to Guards 2 weeks ago. unfortunately, training has been the toughest here ever since i entered the army.

its funny how things turned out in the end. how i always wanted to slack around since bmt and then sispec. how i finally managed to be allowed to slack in arti. and then now how it has all gone wrong for me. i took alot of time this week reflecting and asking god how i managed to get into possibly the xiongest army route. i certainly didn't want it. i still dont!! thankfully i still firmly trust that god is still in control.

sadly for us( or maybe just me?), life progesses chapter by chapter. i cant skip this chapter and see what god has up ahead for me. but god has been so good to me. i think we can work this out!