Treasures Series Part.1

Hey welcome to the treasures series as i go on a quest to find my treasure!!! yay today is the first part ( actually its because i got bored ) so lets all get excited!! ( yawn) yeah man!! woooooooooooo.....

So since today is just the first day i got really nothing much to talk about hahahaha. OH i played soccer this morning with tamil MARAN and Chew WenJie Aka Wenjie. hahahaha we played against the other class la hahah obviously with me in the team we would definately win. i play a pivotal role in any team. SO anyway few minutes into the game and opps...we were 2-0 down. However i would like to stress that i did a rooney volley that was goal bound!! sadly it wasnt'. the goalie sticked his foot out hahahahaha.....

OKay on to the funny part!! hahaha. so this guy was dribbling the ball...and i, thinking i was some English Premier League defender, which obviously is a very reasonable comparism considering i'm not bad, i decided to slide tackle him. haha YEAH AND I DID IT!! without even touching his legs hahahaha. or maybe minimal. so i had the ball i was on top of the world ( do note that i was defending) then i took the ball dribbled past everybody shot it nice and low, beat the goalie, I RAISED BOTH MY HANDS READY TO CELEBRATE, and it....hit the bar....hahahaha....so funny everyone was laughing at me arghhy ....dont make me do a bicycle kick on you ah!!!!

ARGH...so anyway that wasnt even part of finding treasures it was just a warming up hahaha. anyway i think i look good in the YJC uniform hahahahahah!!!!! this whole thing is getting too self centred. i need to do a self reflection...but isnt that thinking about me again? hahahahaha.

So it was chinese class...and chinese is a really bad class...but i am starting to like the teacher. yay i passed my ting xie! 13/20 hahaha no need to do corrections WEEEE. but i failed my test ahahaha 31/100. its not bad la considering i didnt even read. like cloze passage i did only 3 and got 3 correct hahaha. the rest is when teacher say " PEN DOWN" then i just quickly scribble down some words that was given hahhaa. and for summary i just anyhow la. cancel one paragraph haha...but i mean i dun even know what they write lor?! chinese is too tough why dont they teach chinese in english? i'm sure it will be easier.

I mean i dont understand what the teacher says. maybe the teacher has bad chinese because i understand what i say what----> proof that i understand chinese. whenever she talks its always blah blah blah. but when it comes to me, chinese makes complete sense. like....Wo is chen wen long. i mean see i am chen wen long. its so easy...i'm starting to suspect that the teacher is an alien using alien language to psycho the minds of my classmates...if not, why would they be nodding and laughing at something that no one can understand?! this is insane...maybe.....they are all ALIENS!!!

I mean look at it this way, they came to earth to take over this canned sardine making factory, so that they can use it as a base to take over the Sock Making industry and before u know it, they will be taking over the world. OR MAYBE, they were left here as alien babies to study our earthling ways until the year 2013. It makes complete sense!!! the possibilities are endless, how can u mere earthlings live in peace as though nothing is happening?!!

- i'm the alien among them now -

Hahaha argh such a xxxxx day today hahaha. Chemistry was nuts man. and we have a 2 hour gp seminar. i mean...2 hour lessons in a day!! thats like...1 hour of chinese...only more...hahaha...because like...2 is more that 1 so i said 1 and more because truely its...more? aiyah forget it why do i even try to explain myself?! hahaha. that is...i say that because i dun understand why i think ppl dun understand me which is certainly untrue untrue untrue and why am i doing this again? -_-

Haha i think i needa go for some invitational training skills lol argghhY!! oh yah ANYWAY, haha chemistry made us all crazy the question so hard aiyah...hahaha. so lame lor really realllly hard haha. and wenjie was going bonkers. and then me and tamil maran did something reallly stupid la hahaha. super funny. he took my papers ( thinking that it was his papers ) and unlocked all the staple bullets. so it was actually my finished chemistry practical worksheet that took me so MUCH PAIN TO COMPLETE. haha that time i very gong so i turned to him and said gently " haha why you unlocking my papers?" hahaha and he continued to do so and i still very blur so i dun care and turned away to look at the trees!! aHH soo beautiful. until like few seconds later before i realised tat he was destroying my paper i got very nervous hahaha. i think i lagging eh? time lag...arghH!!

All together today was quite an okay day la really really looking forward for tomorrow and as the days go by i think getting a sheeepp iss weeeeehuuuuu hard...hahahaha. what am i even good at? someone tell me tell me tell me!! hahaha. BUT SERIOUSLY...WHAT?!!

aiyah so unfruitful wait papa abandon me liao...it seems what i'm doing now is bringing me no where. i hate the feeling of being like that!!AHHH!! sigh so quickly im gonna be a year old. and i'll be an oldie with no sheep. * looks around sheepishly* hahahahaha. its like...hmmm...why do i feel like saying michael jackson? hahaha disgusting la hahahahaha.

Its okay i'm still young and i can still do alot of things. i'm still handsome and i can serve god in other ways like....yah other ways...which i will think of later. Okay actually i used all this proud words and gestures as a mask to obliviate the deep sense of sadness and disappointment that lingers in the deep recesses of my heart.

- stupid people keep staring at me- hahahah-i mean really....HAHAHHAA-actually what i meant is that i'm trying to laugh off my fear- see- hahahha- yeah like that-whatever lahs-

Feel

You dont have to be told. U can just feel it. everything about it. The stare, the smile. Sigh...the real tests are finally here. Brace yourself for what lies ahead is unknown but yet not undefeatable. Please please i pray that You will hold on to me forever.

Yet this doesn't come individually.It comes in a bundle of pain. It comes and tries to consume me. Testing my patience, stretching me to my limits. And when no hope was left inside, the devil comes and relentlessly showers me with more pain.

Its so hard it really is. But if this is the Calling, if this is true, then i'll stand up and go through this again. i'm so weak really i am...decisions i cannot make. I can neither speak well or have any talent. if this comes true surely it is You. save me once again as i cry out to you tonight.

I'm walking out of this alive.

The Stare

A Stare,
From a pair of gorgeous eyes.
Yet I know its Satan in disguise.

The Stare,
To put me out of position.
For eternal destruction.
But never will such a situation,
Cause me to fall.

The stare,
I resist.
I'll stand firm.
I insist.

For The Stare,
Is now pathetic.
As much as it captures me,
I'll not be sympathetic.

No mercy to The Stare.

Yet...The Stare can steal my heart...

Woof

YEAH!! tomorrow is HopeChurch's 14 anniversary!! haha so fun it will be awesome!!! lots of singing and stuff yeah yeah yeah!! WenJie please come okay?!! hahaha.